User blog comment:VikingFyre/Feeling Lost/@comment-7706473-20130920094801

The only way to destroy a feeling of lifeness is to create your own meaning for life; from day one in this world, we are fed a cocktail of reasons to live, to love, and enjoy life - and most of them are quite good. But they are not specific to me nor you, and so as we grow older and find doors closed to us that we felt would remain open, it is very frustrating.

But at the same time - you have the opportunity to fight this now. I can't tell you where to start; if I did, I'd probably end up sabotaging you unintentionally. Consider what is well and truly important to you, though. Happines, your girlfriend, and finding something that it is uniquely your own. What, exactly, would that be? Don't feel like it's an answer that needs to come right away, but start thinking about for a week or so. If - and when - something comes to mind, let me know what it is. I might not be able to offer any advice - then again, I might.

Either way - luck be with you. Life is much harder than we were led to expect. Ha!