Scary Truth Behind "My Neighbor Totoro"

(It is better to read the following pasta after watching "My Neighbor Totoro" It does contain spoilers! Everything I say here has been covered by the attached video)

"My Neighbor Totoro" is a Japanese animation film that if you watch it once, you fall in love for it. Many people can agree to that.

However, what if i told you there is a theory about dark secret behind such an innocent film?

Satsuki and Mei are dead
The film is about sisters Satsuki and Mei moving to country side with their dad. Their mom is in hospital fdue to an illness. Mei meets totoro, but it seems she's the only one that is able to see him.

In the later half of the movie, Mei, the younger of the sibiling, goes missing, and Satsuki(the older) attemps to find her. There is a scene where the old lady next door found a slipper near a lake. Fearing that Mei may have been drowned, the old lady asks Satsuki if the slipper belongs to Mei when she arrives at the scene. Satsuki says "It's not Mei's" and everyone is relieved. However, this is where the theory starts.

The theory is that the slipper did in fact belong to Mei and she has drowned, but Satsuki lied to relieve the adults. Theory backs up this point with the fact that the slipper is same color was Mei's shoes.(This will be important later in the pasta)

Another weird thing is if you look closely at Mei in the later half, her shadow is more transparent than it was in the first half. Her shadows became more faint.

Then, when Satsuki is calling out her sister's name, and running around, she passes by Ojizou-san( the stone statues). These Ojizou-san is usually found near actual graveyards in Japan. Ojizou-san are also said to be guardians of children's souls. If you look at the scene frame-by-frame, there's name "Mei" engraved in one of the statues.

After that, there's a scene where Mei is all alone, next to 6 Ojizou-san (will become important later in the pasta). Isn't weird the animators put that scene?

At the end of the movie where the two sisters are united, and went to the hospital their mother is in, why didn't they directly go see her? We then see Satuski and Mei sitting on the tree. This might suggest that they are dead by this point. And then their mother says an unforgettable line; "I think i just heard Satsuki and Mei laughing just now". If she's able to hear her supposely-dead daughters, wouldn't that suggest she herself is close to death as well or is already dead?

Also, the name of the hospital that their mom is at is named Shichikokuyama (七国山病院). In Japan, there is an hospital called Hachikokuyama (八国山病院). Notice how these two hospitals have identical names? Not to mention  Hachikokuyama hospital is located in almost same environment as does the hospital in the movie.

At the credit scene we see the photo of the family, but mom and dad look a lot younger. This suggest that the photo was taken before the movie and not after.

Connecttion to Sayama case
In May of 1963, at part of Japan called Sayama, a highschool girl gets kidnapped. Her older sister desperately looks for her. Few days later, they find younger sister brutaly murdered. It is said her slipper was found near the spot where they found her body and 6 Ojizou-san were near her body.

Satsuki(五月) means May(the month) in Japanese, and the name "Mei" sounds like the english word "May".

Also, at the beginning of the movie when the old lady picks up the box that was dropped, the box is labeled 狭山茶, Sayama Tea. According to the rumors, Tea field is where the older sister delivered the ransom for her sister.

Totoro=God of Death
The cute-looking racoon-like Totoro actually represents grim reaper, or the god of death. In many cultures, grim reaper can only be seen by those who are dead or those who are close to die. So what does Mei and Satsuki able to see Totoro mean? The Cat-bus destination panel  flashes 墓道, which can be translated to "Path of grave", then the panel flashes the name, めい (MEi), as Satsuki gets on. And then there's the song verse that goes "He comes to you, only when you are still a child". But why can't the next door kid Kanta see him?

In the beginning, Only Mei is able to see Totoro, and Satuski can see him after Mei goes missing. Satsuki tells calls out to Totoro, before she can see him, "Mei is all alone and crying. Please take me to her". Immediately Satsuki can see Totoro afterwards.