Life Is a Great Big Joke

I am often thinking of what my purpose is. Why am I here? Am I even human? Maybe it is just me who questions and asks Is life a great big joke? Is my life real, or is it simply a joke. I vaguely remember who I was. All my visions are blurry. When I try to think all I can remember is the color green. Why that color you might ask? Well it is the color of insanity. Is Life A Great Big Joke. What was I back then, I dont know. What is my Name, I dont know. The Man who is the closest friend I have, always seems to call me a very intresting name, and now everybody seems to call me this Interesting name. What was that name I simply can not remember anything. Now I Remember! I was once a soldier,or was I a Comedian, no no no I think I was a low life thug, but that does not seem to add up. Even if I did know who I was Would I still be considered a Clown or a FUCKING FREAK! I Just need to think really hard and really really serious......But then I remebered another thing why so serious? What could that mean? Is there a purpose for me or is my life a great big joke. I tend to look in the mirror and see a young and spirited man. Almost as if I could be a funny and serious man,but is life my life a great big joke? The Man who is behind the cowl is my friend and that man is me. I am the night, and I am the fright.