User blog comment:VikingFyre/Tell me your fears/@comment-7706473-20130912103016

A fantastic question, and I'll indulge myself with a few answers. Many, since I am a very frightened person, hah. Like the ever-fabulous Kh, I'm scared of indifference - to be more accurate for me, apathy. Decadance, languishing - these things are good. To exist without caring however, that is like not even being alive. The disinterest of others frightens me even as I'm fascinated by it.

Like yourself, I am afraid of t̶h̶e̶ ̶d̶e̶m̶i̶u̶r̶g̶e powerlessness, though more than that... Well, I'll get to this in a bit more depth later. And like Kefke, everything scares me in small amounts and random intervals. Sometimes I find myself paralyzed with fear or indecision over the uncertain feeling that I should be happy and everything is fine and yet that, combined with a lingering sense of dread, is the worst of all fears. I can't really explain it.

Unlike the fantastic Flaky, however, I have no fear of death. It is one of the few things I am not afraid of. I do have - and forgive my shockingly bad Vulgate - vitaphobia, though! Ahahahaha!...

Which brings me to my personal fear, I guess. The thing that scares me most in the entire world.

A sense of stasis.

That in the end, nothing I do will change. It's fine if I don't matter, or my actions are helpless - but to be doomed to this town, to these people; to know that no matter how well or poorly I perform, or what things I do, there is no change. Everything will remain the same, and for some, perhaps even the majority of people, that this could be perceived to be the ideal... It terrifies me. And I am terrified that one day I will wake up, and not know why it scared me, and that scares me most of all.

Ah, well. At least Pazuzu's friendly face is here to cheer me on - and it's kind of nice sharing fears like this, iffn' I say so myself!