Loss Of Memory

I wake up and stare at the blank white celing. I sit up slowly I feel a strange sensation in my throught...like a burn...I sit up and vomit right away. It burned, I couch and gag a few times and let my bare feet land on the cool floor. I put on a fresh pair of clothes, just a hoodie and some jeans nothing special. As i walk down the stairs into the kitchen there is a sharp pain in my side,like somthing sharp was inside my side. I just walked it off and continued my way. I call out to see if i will get an answer in return. No answer i was worried where was my girlfriend. I start to panic and jog to my front door breathing heavly at the door, i see the car isn't there.

She left me...she left me...why would she do that? I slide my phone out of my pocket and dialed her number. 6 rings and still no answer. I walk into my living room. Nobody just an empty pizza box. I sit down on the couch and turn on the TV. It comes on with a flash, I see a tan lady from the news chanel shes talking calmly...But i can't here the TV theres just a rining in my ear.

I start turning up the TV louder..louder..AS LOUD AS IT WOULD GO. But nothing just ringing. To make it worse the pain in my side got worse and started oozing a yellow puss. It soaked through my sweatshirt, I start panicing, but i noticed something small blue text on the TV it read 2 words "Infection Outbreak". I panic more.. I start to feel my stomach churn. It pulls and is very painful. I ran to the bathroom and start dry-heaving. The ringing in my ear started to slowly fade away and when i gain my ability to hear. I hear a slight dripping...Drip...Drip. I pull the shower curtain. The small window by the shower had a board slopply nailed across it. There was a hand cought in it. There was a small puddle of dark red blood in the tub. I cant stop looking at it. It draws my attention. There's a small wedding ring just holding on to the tip of the ring finger. I pull it off...it...it..it was the engagment ring i bought for my girlfriend 3 weeks ago.

I wanted to cry, is she dead...or in pain. I start to slowly walk to the front door. I step outside, its a cold fall day. I start slowing walking around my house. The crunch of leaves making me noticed by every little animal. Hearing them scatter around kind of scared me. When i get to the back yard I hear a slight moan and a russle of leafs. I ball of trash rolls past me. There was nothing in the back. But there was a streak of blood down the side of my house, from the bathroom window.

I had no idea what was going on, I sprint to my porch and light up a cigarette. The smooth flavor always sooths me. Its like clock work every few seconds take a puff and blow it out the right corner of my mouth. I flick my cigarette into the small can. I slowly enter my house and the pain in my side got so bad I bent over and without thinking a pile of vomits falls out of mouth. I stand back up and wipe my mouth on my sleeve.

I slowly scoot my way into the living room like an old man. I make a swift jog to the couch and sit down. I start wondering what happend last night anyways. I couldn't remember I just remember getting home from work and being so tired.. all i did was make a small dish of ramen noodles and had a can of pop and watch a few episodes of my favorite show on TV and went to bed.

While i was reminising about last night. The pain in my side and the ringing in my ears began. The ringing louder than ever, and the pain it..was so bad. I almost crawl into the bathroom, when i reach the bathroom sink, i pull my self up and pull up my sweatshirt to examine where the pain was coming from. I look at my side and it looked like a..bite?

I couldn't think staight with the ringing in my ears and the pain in my side. I had to go to sleep. My mother always told me "Sleep was the best medicine". Going as fast as a snail racing a sloth. I shuffle out of the bathroom and make my way down the hall thorugh the kitchen. I basicly crawled up the stairs. I hopped into bed and let the warmth and comfort of my bed drift me off to sleep.

I wake up and everyhting in my body was sore. I felt like I got hit buy a bus and ran over by a car. I try to stand but i was to weak. I couldnt stand up so i decided to let my body go back into hibernation. I wake up what feels like days later with a strange desire..a craving if you will for a piece of raw human flesh.