User:CobyTheKid

The light I will walk away from

January 2, 2012

I can't see very clearly, but I know i'm not supposed to be here. I dont remember much, from the days before hand, but i'm missing something very important.

January 3, 2014

I woke up with a tight strain feeling around my neck, I try to spin my neck around to relax it, but my neck was stopped in place. I check my surroundings, only to notice that I have a rope around my neck. What happened I thought, I didn't know, but I struggled to free my neck, and the with a single pull, I heard a violent snap. The object that was holding up the noose around my neck crashed, and fell on me. My back had felt a like it was hit by a truck. The pain was cruising through my body, making my body shack in place on the rugged carpet floor. I then mustered all my strength to stand up, and lift off the "object" that had fell on me, with the pain in my back, I hadn't noticed the horrible pain in my neck. Which made me cough and gag. After a while of struggling, I managed to take of the noose, and the heavy object on my back, while realising I was in a bedroom, it had a dusty bed and a desk. The desk caught my eye immediatly, as there was a note book with tear stains on the roughed up cover. I then opened up the notebook, to find a note, it read "I can't take this, no one will help me, nobody understands me. whenever I ask someone for support, they always reply "Stopping burdening other people with your problems, and you're the only one who can make your own path." I hated those people with all my rage, there was a reason why I asked for help, so that's why I'm going to end it" ~Neku

Neku was the name signature at the edge of the paper. "Neku?" I whispered... after reading that sentence, the memories I thought were lost, all came back to me. I hanged myself, I couldn't take what the world threw at me, so I ended it. But in my last moments of death, I noticed I made terrible mistake, but it was too late, or so I thought. I suddenly in the middle of my room, the rope I used to hang myself was gone, I was in antoher realm. I thought this was an after life, but it wasnt, it was a test. I had to play a "game" to see if I was worthy of getting a second chance, so I played the game, but I failed, I failed so many times, I coudn't count how many attempts I had. But it all changed when I met a girl named Shiki, she was very nice, and compasionate, and listened to me speaking my heart out. we became friends, and attempted the game together, and we won. But one of the rules in the game was, only one can escape. So I abandoned her, the onlymperson who I cared for. And now I know why I'm here. I am righting this journal so I know what to do, once I come back again, when I come back again, with my new friend.